nothing something
It's kinda crazy how not a big deal moving to Boston was. My entire life is different, but I am the same, so therefore it all basically feels the same. What's really blowing my mind is the fact that I just signed a lease to live in Boston September-August, and of course possibly longer. That will be the longest I have stayed in any place since I left my parents house for the first time. It makes it real. I'm really here. I live in Boston... insane. I'm in college... I'm in my 20's... this is that time that people say you always look back on. The greatest time of your life. I'm living it.
He started out as something, I thought he was nothing, then I thought he was something to escape everything I left behind, and now... he's definitely something. I want to see him right noooow. But he's busy, and I'm busy, and we'll be apart for the summer. Sooooo that's that. It's better this way.
I'm so tired. Goodnight.
and darling I wont lie
you may be right
this time
it may not work out
but there is a chance
that it might.