such a long drive

When I sit down and really think about my experiences with love, what comes to my mind right now is what a waste of time it has been. It seems, for the most part, to end very abruptly nearly the same way every time. All I can do is look on as my significance in his life fades to be even less than what it is now. But isn't that how life works?  read more »

And slowly but surely, as this phase of my life comes to an end, all the demons and angels of my past inch their way back into all my thoughts and every step I take, and remind me who I am, where I've come from, and leave me with nothing but subtle foreshadowings about where I might possibly be headed.  read more »