such a long drive

lock myself in a soundproof room to cry
kiss all of these broken dreams goodbye
I never needed them anyway
I am meant to stay
here with you

If there was ever a week I believed I was being tested, this just might be it.

1) It rained a lot yesterday.

2) I'm sick. I've officially been sick for a week now and it doesn't appear to be getting any better.

3) Boys are stupid. Especially ones that admit they are stupid but continue to be stupid despite the knowledge of their own stupidity. By boys, of course I mean boy.  read more »

random thoughts:
1) It's funny how *that guy* changes over time. And when I say that, I'm talking about the actual phrase *that guy*. If I said *that guy* last year everyone knew who I was talking about. Those who know me fairly well this year know that *that guy* is someone completely different. He slowly but surely stole the phrase from the other one... something that definitely needed to happen.
2) I want a new *that guy*. I need to get over the current one and remember all the reasons why we can't be together.  read more »