such a long drive

...the kind that blindside you at 8 p.m. on some idle sunday

I think I just realized it.

All at once, I realized there is no way I'm going to be in Boston next year. It started because I realized that the scholarship I applied for is not one that even offers full tuition; a live audition is required for that.

But so what? Even with full tuition I'd still be responsible for 13,000 dollars a year. I don't have that. I can't make it appear. I don't know why I've been tricking myself these past couple of months.  read more »

GuitarSoccerGirl: is Sally* really engaged or is javan doing med talk?
JPTiger311: no he's serious
GuitarSoccerGirl: oh geez
GuitarSoccerGirl: no way
JPTiger311: he told me before he took the meds
JPTiger311: like we were talking about earlier
JPTiger311: that's what people do in winder
JPTiger311: i'm definitely not raising my kids here, only like 3% of the children come out normal
JPTiger311: you're one of them
GuitarSoccerGirl: hahahhaa  read more »