random thoughts:
1) It's funny how *that guy* changes over time. And when I say that, I'm talking about the actual phrase *that guy*. If I said *that guy* last year everyone knew who I was talking about. Those who know me fairly well this year know that *that guy* is someone completely different. He slowly but surely stole the phrase from the other one... something that definitely needed to happen.
2) I want a new *that guy*. I need to get over the current one and remember all the reasons why we can't be together.
3) Actually, I don't want a new one. I'm so sick of getting the run around. I'm worth more than that, I know I am. I don't need a *that guy* for me to know that. My friends are the biggest self-esteem boosters I could ask for, anyway =D. They're so tubular.
4) For the past couple of days I have felt pretty strongly I will not be living in Georgia this time next year. It will be interesting to look back on this in a year and see if I am right or not.
5) This past week has been a crazy emotional roller coaster. I have been beyond stressed to finally happy to a little bit down tonight.
6) My best friend from high school is coming to see me on Friday and I'm really excited. :-D I think she is the only friend of mine that knows all the details of both of *those guys* haha.
7) Even if I give up on my dreams, you can't. You have to think I can do the impossible and crazy and insane, and maybe your thoughts will make it come true. Deal?
8) I slept for a long time today so it is after 4 am and I am up typing a random thought entry that makes very little sense. "It's 4 am and I'm up thinking... I've forgotten how to fall asleep"
9) I really want California Jason to come see me east coast style. I miss him so much and he is so nice to me.
10) Aubrie listened to me ramble forever tonight about my current *that guy* and I love her for it. The more I get that stuff out of my system, the better.
I guess ten is enough. To quote Abby, "NIGHT"